Managing depression through writing – Meet Anna Edwards

“If I get in a dark place, I write and that allows me to focus my mind.” – Anna Edwards


Author  – Anna Edwards


Anna Edwards is an author from the UK that started out her writing career by getting involved in fandom roleplay and fanfiction. Writing, specifically writing erotic fiction, has given Anna so much, including a way to manage the bouts of crippling depression that she suffers from.

To coincide with the release of Anna Edward’s much anticipated second book in The Divided Control series, I spoke to Anna about how she got into writing, how it has changed her life and the positive impact in had on her mental health.


Was it always your dream to become an author?

Anna: No, far from it! I always dreamt of being an Accountant. I was always mathematical as a child, and it just seemed a natural progression. I qualified in 2005 as an Associate Chartered Accountant and have spent most of the twelve years since then working in practice and independently.


How did you get into writing then?

Anna: I started writing about three years ago. It was after becoming a big fan of the TV show, The Musketeers. I met some friends via the online fandom and initially we started writing fan fiction. This developed into a role-play group for which I was the developer of most of the storylines. Eventually, I started dreaming up ideas for modern day stories based on my love of reading erotic romances. It was around this time that I met, online, an American called Charity Hendry. She works as a PA for the author Carrie Ann Ryan. She beta read some of my stories and gave me the confidence to look into publishing them. We have since become great friends, and she does all my artwork for me.

thumb_surrendered-control-cover-v2_1024 How else did being part of Fandom/roleplay change your life?  

Anna: I’m a very shy person, and I lack a lot of confidence. After having my children in 2009 and 2011, I left my accountancy practice and set up working from home. This meant that a lot of the time I was spending time alone or just with my children. I tried to attend mother and baby groups, but I just found it too hard to socialize. My husband and I then travelled to India with the children for eighteen months and again I spent a lot of time alone, bar one good friend I made out there. When I returned home, the children went to school, and I found I had so much time on my hands. This was at the time that the Musketeers started on TV. My sister is involved with the Supernatural fandom, and I saw the fun that she had with it and the good friends that she had made, so I went on Twitter and started following people. I initially got speaking to a lovely person called Angela (one of my really good friends now), she welcomed me into the fandom and introduced me to others. Gradually our little group grew, and I got involved in some fundraising events, then the roleplay. I meet up with a group of girls every six months, and we spend the weekend together having a good laugh. Being part of a fandom/roleplay changed my life in giving me people that I can speak with and laugh with every day. I know that they are there if I need them to vent stress. Even though I can’t physically go for a coffee with them when I want to, I know that they have my back if it is needed. We are a multicultural and different nationality group. We learn so much about each other, and it makes us tolerant of other ways of life.


How did writing help you to deal with it your depression?

Anna: My depression was diagnosed in October 2015, but I think it is something that had been with me for quite a while. The catalyst for the symptoms was related to a bad experience with a friend on Twitter that turned against me. It shattered my confidence and gave me incredible anxiety. This was mixed with the fact that my son was diagnosed with autism and was struggling in his first year at school; his teacher did not fully understand his needs. All in all, everything just got on top of me. I sat at home worrying about the slightest thing. I couldn’t’ take the children out myself; I just panicked and felt like I was going to pass out. The writing was a godsend at this time because it gave me something to feed my mind into. Whether it be many of the dark poems that I wrote on my @harmoniccascade poetry account at the time or the novel that I started writing. It gave me a breath of fresh air from the thoughts that were in my head. Also showing people my writing and having positive feedback began to improve my confidence. Combining that with Cognitive Behavioral Therapy that I attended, I just felt I was able to cope more. I wouldn’t say that I’m cured. I was asked recently if I wanted to reduce my antidepressants and the thoughts had me breaking out in sweat, but I can manage it now. If I get in a dark place, I write and that allows me to focus my mind.


What advice would you have for others suffering from depression?

Anna: Talk to someone, don’t suffer in silence. There are people out there that will help. Mental Heath is not the taboo it once was. I made my doctors appointment without even telling my husband I was doing it. I just took the leap one day. I went to the doctors, and I was shaking. The first thing the doctor did was hold my hand (after giving me a tissue to wipe my eyes) and told me that her door was always open. I had done the right thing and told someone.

Telling your family may be hard, but it gives them an idea to why you have been crying and upset. My husband was so worried but he now had a sense of relief because he had a reason.The other advice I would be is to step back and look at your life. What is it you’re not happy with and how can you change it. In my case, it was the lack of confidence. Some people may call changing from being an accountant to an erotic writer a midlife crisis; maybe it is, but I’m happy now.


Where do you get your inspiration for your writing from?

Anna: I read a lot and have a vivid imagination. I have always had stories in my head since I was a little girl. It is now that I can get them onto the paper. Reading is vital for an author; you must understand the genre that you’re writing in back to front. I have several favourite authors in Ann Mayburn, Cherise Sinclair, Lexi Blake, Olivia Cunning, Kit Roche and Christina Lauren. I think I have read nearly every one of their books now. In social media, it is needed to interact with other authors. If you want to get your work out there, you need to comment on theirs. There is a big author network on Facebook and the number of blogs is just crazy. I thought being part of the Musketeers fandom was insane with notifications. I think in the first day alone on my Anna Edwards Facebook account I was in the 1,000’s!


How supportive have your friends and family been?  

Anna: My friends and family have been incredibly supportive of my writing. My online friends have become my beta readers and check everything out before it goes to the editor. My mum and sister have been fantastic. My mum has even read the books, even though she says she has skimmed over the erotic bits. One of my close friends has become a proofreader, and I would be lost without his help. My husband has been incredibly supportive. He was initially a little skeptical because of the contents of the books, but he regularly tells me that he is so proud of me. The only slight problem that we have found is that he keeps getting teased by people asking if the stories are based on our private life and giving him a knowing wink!


What is next for you and your writing career?

divided-control-cover-v2Anna: My first novel, Surrendered Control was released on Amazon in November. It is selling but more importantly the reviews are coming through, and they are four or five stars with excellent comments on the content of the novel. The second book, Divided Control, has been released today! We have developed a blog tour for it, and I was overwhelmed with the response to that. So I’m hoping we can improve the sale rates. I’m also currently writing books three and four which should be published in March and April 2017. After that, I have a notebook full of ideas for other novels and have promised my daughter I’ll write a child’s book with her. In March I’m travelling to Florida to attend a writer’s convention, and I’m hoping to talk my husband into looking after the children whilst I attend a writers cruise in January 2018. We are taking a break from our roleplaying group at the moment; real life has gotten in the way. I would love to return to this one day though. The thrill of writing a live story is nerve wracking but very satisfying. However, I continue to write poetry on a regular basis and am part of a prompt account on Twitter #PoemTrail.


What would you say to other inspiring authors hoping to publish their work?

Anna: I always thought that you needed to find a publisher and do it that way, but you don’t. I’m an Indie author, and as long as you’re willing to put in the time and the effort then you can achieve. It won’t happen overnight but you can make good sales and find a world of fantastic people out there.


Surrendered Control, The Control Series, Book 1

Divided Control, The Control Series, Book 2

Think Globally, Act Intergalactically – An Interview With Misha Collins About GISHWHES


The kindness/charity component is hugely important to me, but more than that, I want GISHWHES participants to take a week-long vacation from normalcy and see that life doesn’t have to be a certain way. – Misha Collins

Misha Collins is the evil genius behind GISHWHES; an annual week-long international scavenger hunt.  Misha was kind enough to answer my questions about this event.



Misha: It’s a very large (maybe the largest), unwieldy scavenger hunt that I cooked up a few years ago. We had a similar scavenger hunt when I was at the University of Chicago, and I guess I thought it would be a good idea to take the concept international. There’s a giant list of tasks, ranging from “cheese dress” to “voice activated toilet flusher.” You participate as part of a team of 15 people from all over the world (either your friends or people we put you with), and together, you photograph or film yourselves completing the tasks. You can play to win or play to have fun, but what’s important is that you play. The winners go on a trip with me to a destination of my choosing – this year it’s Iceland.

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Women of Supernatural Interviews – Katherine Ramdeen

I had no idea that the fandom existed before being on the show, only that once I booked it my agent told me how passionate the SPNFamily is. I love it! I love how welcoming and nurturing the fandom is, they feel like extended family to me! – Katherine Ramdeen 


Katherine Ramdeen

Katherine Ramdeen is from Edmonton, Alberta and now lives in Vancouver, BC. Katherine discovered her passion for acting after seeing “Frankenstein” at a small theatre in Edmonton. She went on to attend Studio 58 Theatre Conservatory, located in Vancouver, British Columbia.

Katherine has appeared twice in the TV show Supernatural, as troubled teen Alex who was kidnapped and raised by Vampires as a human lure.  

Katherine agreed to answer the following fan questions, put to her by SpnUK.

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Women of Supernatural Interviews – Kim Rhodes

I show up, I’m honest, I’m present, and people respond how they respond. But it’s never just a little bit. I identify so much with that level of passion because that’s kind of how I am in life. I’m told I’m too much or too loud or too whatever. The fandom is a place I feel at home and among kin, no matter WHAT they think of me.


Kim Rhodes grew up in Portland, Oregon, where she earned her B.F.A in Acting and Masters in Fine Arts. Kim went on to act in many plays and TV shows, her longest running appearance was as Carey Martin in The Suite Life of Zack and Cody. Kim has had many recurring appearances as Sheriff Jody Mills in Supernatural since Season 5 Episode 15 – Dead Men Don’t Wear Plaid, making her one of the few surviving female characters on the TV show.

Kim was awesome enough to answer some fan questions put to her by SpnUK, answers below:

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Women of Supernatural Interviews – Briana Buckmaster

Wayward Daughters to me means women supporting other women. Bringing each other up when one has fallen. – Briana Buckmaster 01/2016

(Credit Briana Buckmaster Twitter)

Briana Buckmaster, originally from Moose Jaw Saskatchewan, is an actor, singer and voice over performer. She received her diploma in Theatre Arts from Grant MacEwan University before travelling across North America performing on stages. Briana now lives in Vancouver Canada with her husband and daughter. She plays the quirky recurring character Sheriff Donna Hanscum on Supernatural.

Briana agreed to answer some fan questions submitted to her via SpnUK. Continue reading to find out what the Wayward Daughter campaign means to Briana, how she felt to get the role of Sherriff Donna Hanscum and her views on body image.

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25 Questions with Supernatural’s Rob Benedict (Hellatus 2014) Day 1


Six weeks to exist without our favorite show seems a bit much to ask of the devoted SPN family, alas, Hellatus is real and must be overcome! What better way to while away the days and weeks than getting to know our beloved cast and crew a little better? Many of these fine people have attended conventions and answered numerous questions about Supernatural, so we decided to take a different route and get a little more personal with them! We sent the same questionnaire to several of the actors, crew members, and others associated with the show. Each day from now until our show returns, (or we run out of people who answered us 😀 ), we will share their answers with you. We hope you enjoy this special little glimpse into their lives as much as we do.

And….who better to begin with than Rob Benedict himself. Whether playing…

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